I got drunk once again

in the darkness,

in the drama I created.

I got drunk again

not because of the bitterness of forgetting

but the sweetness of remembrance.

The ecstasy of being awake, alert, and oriented

caused me hypnotizing myself to sleep

The joy of coming into clarity and reuniting with Source

Made me willingly pretend that I am away and separated from her.

Again and again,

I realized that the Stars didn’t abandon me

but I who bravely waved them see you later.

I had left Home and pretended to be homeless.

The Universe continuously sends me presents with precision beyond imagination.

And I am deeply loved by myself that my inner-verse creates and co-creates every perfection in my life with her.

Oh, you said this is hard for your human construct to grasp? Looking for evidence?

Well, out of the countless perfection and proofs of Love like the stars in the galaxy,

Mica is the warm Spring Sun in my blue sky.

Her Love and wisdom so bright yet so gentle.

So huge and perfectly obvious that I can never miss.

Bringing me to remember again and again that I am Love, I am Loved, and my Love for Life.

By Healing the next shadow of mine as I am exposing them effortlessly in front of her.

The opportunities to speak my deepest Truth without making them less

are the most precious.

Not less painful, not less dark and muddy, not less scary, not less small, not less sad…

and therefore, not less magnificent.

Together, we treasure the darkest shadows and the deepest fear.

We are not at all willing to give them up.

We live them, experience them, accept them, transform them, and we evolve.

They are the fuels of our evolutions.

Together, we experience life in Heaven,

what it is like to be and around unconditional Love.

A feeling beyond words and therefore cannot be written or read.

Only felt by our hearts.